Catching Up

I've ignored this blog for over a month now. So i have to write something. ANYTHING, ateast so i don't forget my sign in password :-)

I'm now well into the year, New job with NSW HEALTH has started, cautiously optimistic about it. Lots of potential, but lots of red tap as well...grr, bloody government

Had a really weird moment today, my boss was driving me into the city on her way home, a nice gesture i appreciated. But as soon as i got into the car and started talking, i felt this strange fear. I've been here before. My boss at MS used to drive me home as well. Yikes, it was quite a fright, i didn't want to go back there ever again. MS will have to go on the list of things that have 'damaged' me :-)

I've also started at NIDA, and it was fucking horrible first day, well not really (just trying to be dramatic...ha). I did feel a bit on edge that everyone else there seems to have 'experience', or knew what they were doing. They all seemed so good at public displays of emotion, something i've always struggled with, which i'll have to now overcome. What else does an actor do?

The play is going great as well, i think i'm finally starting to hit the mark!